10 years ago, you gave your heart to dark flames, you saw light, first tasting sacraments unholy which give you delight. 8 years ago, laid nude before the first priest of your cult, your heart and soul were pierced inseminating to adult. 6 years ago, the brother of your priest…

today should be special; it is in a way — the month we were born in, a beautiful may; the time that we both met, nineteen months to the day. miraculous beauty so rare, plagues me still, your vibrance and passion, your talents and zeal, but i fear for you future — a youth seeking thrills. i’m a long distant memory you chose to forget, but i still remember, and always will; yet, i replace a great treasure with tears and regret.

i didn’t open the card. i knew it wasn’t from you. i woke without you near me, bound by sleep then by regret. i hoped you might remember a day now unimportant. song & lyrics: “happy birthday” by cloud control are you holding it down do you mean it when…

i broke your heart and you left me arrogant and foolish i told the truth and set you free though you were all i wished you happily were caught in webs though i tried to save you i cannot now, you’re far from me i fear what you will do …

the lenten supermoon wanes with hope of winter’s end in empty desert two, seven, thirteen days redoubled thirteen weeks half year, half life, half death songs of only love true silenced by lies wicked severed by world careless song & lyrics: “the curse” by josh ritter he opens his…

on 4 feb 2020, i started working on a symbolic mark to represent my name. i may have had the idea before that date, but then was the first time that i put a rune on paper. the original rune did not have the diagonal line in the lower left…

i met someone who told me all their secrets they made me feel that i’d be loved forever it was the first time i was truly happy they pulled me from a world of dark and bleakness for child’s wounds, i could not find attachment but this one loved me knowing…

just thirteen months ago is when you came into my heart; much more than just my dream boy, soulmate, and my bestest friend. i dreamed we’d be together for all time and without end, but now you’re gone forever and it’s tearing me apart. you’re always on my mind; i…

[1st stanza] we were lost and both alone. hiding pains that were unknown. love was just a fantasy others had; not you or me. shattered, but we stopped to help. we discovered parts of self neither knew that we had lost through the pain that we had caused. [2nd stanza] slowly…